I hate how one moment you can mean the world to someone and then you are an after thought. I hate how El Stupido treated me like crap and now it's like nothing ever happened, except something did happen. And I don't want to feel the pain of getting screwed over anymore. I'm sick of all this guy crap. I'm pissed off that El Stupido is over me. I don't want him around, he is no good for me. But it would be nice if he just wanted me back. If he realized he lost the best thing that ever happened to me. And I hate how people say they have loved someone forever when they have loved another person in between. And I hate lame guys who don't call you back. And act all interested but then leave without a trace. And you liked them. It was lame to have liked them, but you do, and you can't help. Oh, and I hate boys. The ones who act like they like you, but don't do anything. Who obviously just like tugging at your heart and messing with your brain. And I hate how this hurts. And how he hurt me and I'm still feeling the pain, while he's off being a man whore. But not. And every once in a while you see him and he looks so damn good, and you just feel like crap. You got the brains, but he got the looks. And you wonder how long it will be, until you are whole, not 2/3rds like you were with him, but genuinely whole.