Had a dream last night. I kissed him. I didn't like that I was doing it, but I couldn't pull myself away. Like I was stuck to his lips. I woke up and I was like...wtf. I mean, it was a totally non-realistic dream. Although my hair looked helluva cute in it. Which is funny. But yeah. I just had to write that down. The oddest part was that when I woke up I was like, well that will never happen. And a little later I was just realizing that I really don't have feelings for him. I think mostly I'm afraid I will. But I won't go back. And no one would let me. We will be friend, and that is that. I'm (hopefully) going shopping today with Jenny and her Abha. My madre might go as well which would be nice. All I want is a first day of school outfit. Adios for now. -Cty