I have to be at school for Marching Band at 5:15. I'm kinda sleepy, so I think I'm gonna take a nap soon. I hope I get Drum Major. That would be pretty sweet. After tonights parade we are going back to the So. Sch'dy Fire Dept. for our usual cook out thing. It's always really good, so I'm pretty excited. I still haven't figure out what I'm going to do about the Enzo thing. I just don't think that I like him as more than a friend. He's a great guy, and a great friend as well, but I just don't think I feel anything more than that for him. I don't know how I'm going to tell him. I'm not completely sure though, so I'll wait until probably tomorrow. As for the Jim issue. I'm still....saddened. Not sad, not really hurt, just saddened. Today in social I happened to glance at him and it just amde me sigh. I dunno. It's hard knowing that someone who supposedly loved me did something so painful. And the fact that I just don't feel lovable. I mean, I dunno. I hope you get it. Not that anyone reads this anyway. That is why it is secret. Although Katie might. HI KATIE! Another thing that is bothering me is that my mother is so angry about the whole thing. She is kinda mad that I'm having Robyn, Nick and Concetta over because of the project. Frankly, I don't want Concetta over. Out of everyone. I think she's the one who owes me an apology. I've been nice to her, as I should be, but she doesn't care. And that makes me angry. She planned to "steal" my boyfriend and she succeeded (what does that say about him?)But did she think twice about anyone but herself. People in the world that are so selfish make me saddened. Oh well. I'm talking to Regina right now. I hope she really is my friend and not going to go tell Concetta anything I said. Although I didn't say anything bad, so I really don't care. Anyways. Definately nap time. Adios for now!