Listening to: Dancing in the Moonlight
Feeling: driven
Thank God today is Friday. I'm getting so sick and tired of the people at my school. Concetta is saying crap about me to lots of people. She is saying that I "start shit." Hypocrite. And then she doesn't get why I'm higher than her in rank when I do horrible in classes. I must admit I do find it amusing that she is always trying to see what I get on my tests and stuff. She only sits next to me in Math and Science though. Does she realize that I'm actually pretty smart. If I applied myself a lot, I would be GENIUS! I guess I want to try applying myself more though. I'm sick of being semi-smart. I want to show people what I'm capable. I was pretty upset with Concetta being such a brat about things. I thought that the mature thing to do was talk to Jim and tell him how I don't appreciate them saying things about me since I have jsut tried to let this all die down. He then said that all my friends are "saying shit", to which I replied, "I am sorry that people are bugging you. However, I am not them and I haven't told them to agrivate the situation, so I just want everything to stop, because I do not appreciate it." People are just so....ehh. I mean, seriously. Just drop it. I have no problem with how things are, why be so stupid about it. But whatever.
Anyways, so I'm going to my sisters today for the weekend. I might come back on Sunday. Supposedly I'm going to hang out with Jenny and Torin and some other guyfriend of Torins. We'll see though. I might just say screw it since I want to be with my sister. Hopefully I'll get some good shopping done. And maybe...just maybe SOME EAST SIDE PIZZA! *crosses fingers*
I talked to Mr. Renzi after school and I felt a lot better. I can't control what other people do, so I should just chill and let God deal with it all. He doens't think I'm being punished I'm just being delt a hard card. In the end, it's them who don't have character and I'm only going to be made stronger. It's true. I'm a better person because of this.
Adios!
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