Listening to: Breathe-anna something something
Feeling: longing
I don't get people. I really don't. It just seems that Concetta can't stop bugging me. I really do think that people are right when they say that Jim and Concetta are trying to justify this whole thing. Rozee said that they were talking about me at lunch and they didn't get why I was lying on the floor at Andy's on Prom Night. Well I'm sorry I interrupted them! What a TWIT! I forgot that I was supposed to not want to be near my boyfriend. What a stupid couple of doofs. Seriously. I don't get it. They can't just get on with it. They really like the drama, I honestly think. They want people to stop bugging them but they don't drop it! I can't believe I went out with him. But whatever, I'm trying to remember the good. And it's starting to work a little, but there are still some hard things I'm dealing with. I think I might talk to Dr. Wakesburgh tomorrow, Adam's psychologist. Not for the whole time, but just for a little. I don't know what to do. And I just need to talk to someone. As for everything else, it seems to be going good, but who knows. Jenny seems to be a bit moody lately, but it could just be me. I dunno, when I PMS I get much more sensitive of other peoples moods.
Right now I am so exausted. And a bit lonely. But not too much. I need a vacation. 5 days of school left. AMEN!
Adios my loves. The only people I can truly open up to about everything. How sad is my life? Ha ha.
Adieu.
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