I'm sure Enzo is all depressed because of me. I feel bad. But would he have rathered I acted like I did and led him on? Argh. No pleasing people these days. The parade was fun, adn we kicked butt. I hate when people make me feel bad. But I can't help who I do or do not like. I just don't want a boyfriend right nowwwwwwwww. It was hard seeing Jim today because he was at the parade. I said hi to his mom, but him and Concetta just make me want to hurl. I'm going to bed now. I need sleep. Ya know what I say to the world. Screw it! Too bad. I don't want a boyfriend right now, and I don't caer if people say I'm mean or whatever. Such is life. Oh, NYSSMA is next weekend. I'm sure I'm not beautiful to get any guy I want but beautiful to get someone who is now angry at me because of it. Oh well. I like cheese. True Story.