I am home and I absolutely love it. The only part I don't like is that I really feel like I fit in anywhere. Yesterday I got Chinese food at the mall with Chris, and that was fun. I came home for a bit, read a magazine, got reaquained with the house. Then Enzo called and we hung out at the mall for a bit, then went bowling with some of the Seniors back from my high school. I realized that I really don't fit in with anyone back here much, besides people that are in college. I'm not the person I use to be. As Enzo said, I'm not my "usual" self. I really hve changed, and it scares me a bit, because I didn't realize it. I guess I've grown up, which is good. But since I don't completely fit in at home, or at college yet, if I change, who will I have? Meh, whatevs. But, I don't know what to do about the boy. I know he needs time and I'm fine with that, by all means. I don't want to rush into things. However, I need something to keep going on, to know that there is something. But today is Thanksgiving and that is all that matters. I get to see my sister tomorrow and Jenny, and go to the parade. That'll cheer me up a lot. That is good. So that is about it for now. Ciao. S2