So I was cleaning my room. Yes, surprise surprise. When I came upon a basket with a bunch of crap from school. And in it was two things which have put me in a funk of sorts. Not bad, just...wow. I can't believe where I've been and how far I've come kind of funks. One was an invitation to a party Jenny was holding in honor of Elisa's birthday. The other, a triangular folded note from Jim about the election and how he would love me forever. It was ironic, reading it and all. Not really ironic actually. But the song lyrics he put in there was the song by John Stamos "Forever". That song actually represents a lot more that has nothing to do with him, which makes it all kinda funny. So yes, I just felt like telling someone, if no one, about this because it's quite interesting. I think the best part is my horoscope for today. I don't believe in horoscopes but on ocassion I'll look them up and on even rarer occasions they will somehow apply to my life. Todays was: Your thoughts are finally anchored in the present rather than adrift in the past. Believe it or not, focusing on the here and now helps you better prepare for the future. Learn to let go of anything that doesn't serve you. And looking back, I have. I've let go of all the things that tied me down. I'm way more open to life, and happiness, and being my own person. I've almost graduated from High School. I've learned to love myself and not worry about guys. I can't believe who I am. It's good, just unbelievable. I saw a picture earlier of myself and Lauren, my neighbor from when we were in 7th grade. And I don't look like me. It honestly seems like someone I don't know. Just not me. It's crazy how far I've come. I'm so comfortable being me right now, I just can't explain it. But enough about that. I'm gonna go do whatever it is I do. Crazy nostalgia! Sfinally2 -Cty