There is so much, yet so little going on right now. Nothing bad, just stressful. In fact I'm going to start some homework soon. Things are good I guess. School is going smoothly for the most part, although my zeal for some of it has dropped significantly. There are just some things I don't care about. Such as English. I just don't want to do it and it's driving me crazy how no matter what I suck at it. Blah blah blah blah. I've been applying to a ton of Scholarships, hopefully I'll get some. I have decided on Messiah College. It's exciting, but I wish things would pick up. It felt like everything was swarming and now it has slowed down. More than ever it seems like I am stuck between a rock and a hard place. It's so boring, yet so hard to get motivated. Ugh. Even thinking about it makes me feel like molasses. Well, I'm going to try to get a lot accomplished. Ironically, I have gotten a lot done. Cleaned my room without being asked, done dishes, scholarships. It's all so crazy. But I like it :)