I still haven't heard from him. I keep waiting for that ringtone to go off or for my voicemail to beep. But it doesn't. Maybe he's busy. Maybe he's not. Only time will tell. I'm a little bummed. I really thought that this might be better than before. I'm still holding out a little hope, but it is a very little bit of hope. There are a million things I think I could have done wrong. Maybe I came on too strong, or maybe I said the wrong things. But that is just who I am. And if that isn't what he's looking for. Then that is quite alright, because that is who I am, and it would be foolish to pretend. As for other things. I certainly love Semi-Sweet Chocolate Nonpareils and my family. I'm most likely going to hang at my sisters for this week, but I'm going home for a couple days. It's odd. Lately I've looked very...grown up. I still look like me. But I look like the college version. I guess that is good, since at least I don't look like I am twelve years old anymore. I like who I have become. It's good that I finally do. As for other other things. I still need a snowball date. I don't have a dress, or any idea of who I will go with. I don't think I'm going to ask anyone though. Either someone will ask me, or I will go stag. I'm sick of always taking charge. I'd like things to happen to me for a change. Of course, if someone was to call and I was to hang out with them, I might ask them to the snowball. But I doubt that will happen. Things I'd like to do before winter of my senior years ends: -go skiing -go tobagganing -go ice skating (again!) -build a snowman -have a snowball fight in which I do not get killed. That is about it for now. I have things to do, people to see, papers to procrastinate on. Viva la neige! -T'amie