DEEPER AND DEEPER. the cuts get deeper. I have no area to cover now, my arms legs and stomach are covered so i moved onto my back. I cut open the top of my shoulders and u know what? It feels damb good. My legs are covered from the ankle to the top of my thigh. My arms from my wrist to the top of my arm and my stomach....wel all over. Hmmm...im bleeding quite alot right now. Im wondering if this is it, and im kind of excited. Eughhhh i can feel the blood dripping down my bak...thats horrible....sorry just a random thought for the day. If you have seen the fim 'carrie' then the part where they throw cows blood over her is what i feel like now. Im sitting at my computer with no clothes on....but i am drenched in the satin feel of blood.... I hope my mum finds me like this. She deserves to find her daughter dead. She drove me to this.