Listening to: neophyte - braincracking
So I haven’t been online for a while…I had a fight with my parents…Thought I had broken a rib…coughing up blood...turns out I haven’t broken a rib at all but im pretty bruised on my chest and back. I couldn’t be bothered staying at home with them so I just fucked it off and went to stay at a couple of friends houses and on the streets a couple of nights.
How did it get this far?
When did it get to this?
I wish I could answer that…but my brain is a bit fuzzy right now.
Tom came down from Abingdon or wherever the fuck he lives these days…like 200 miles away or some shit. Brad is being suspiciously nice to me. Paul introduced me to a nazi band called neophyte. Now I am most certainly NOT a nazi but this band is fucking amazing! Like seriously…fuckkkkk you have to download some of their music.
NEOPHYTE
Bitches.
Got a new fish today. Its called Frederick. It is a red cap fish and it’s tiny. So ugly though. But I still want to squeeze it really hard until it dies…as a sign of affection of course. I purchased little Frederick due to my fish tank pump fucking breaking on me last night so I took it to pieces and tried to fix the motor in it but could I fuck do it. Plus I nearly electrocuted myself. So I had to put my fish in fresh water so that they could fucking breath because the water they were in had no oxygen and the poor bastards had their heads bobbing above the water. And if I wasn’t so stoned last night I probably would have stayed awake all night keeping them alive but I was fucking mashed so I went to sleep and woke up this morning to a dead fish. Which makes me sad. I have had them for about 6 years. My Nan brought me them for my birthday when I was younger. Like 10? So I went up to the pet shop and got a new pump and a new fish called Frederick. The end.
Interesting fact about moths [apart from the fact they are evil bastards]: When moths fly towards light they are actually trying to get behind the light because moths believe that the darkest point is behind the light and they desperately want to get to the darkest point so they just spend their whole lives trying to get behind the light to the extreme darkness. I thought I was retarded.
ahahaha i wish i had fish but my cat (which is dying) eats fish...thats what cats dooo...they eat fish
but that would have been a cool theory.
but that would have been a cool theory.
that makes sense to me bout the moths. but they just fly around in circles in my living room most of the time.
Sorry to hear what happened. Not quite sure what to say right now other than I love you. Hope the fish turns out to be lovely :]
♥
Araya