Listening to: three doors down
Nineteen days.
I never thought I would be able to do this.
Although I just want to bury my face in a pile of cocaine to get my fix I completeley refuse to. I wont do it. This is it now.
I cant promise anything.
Maybe I'm holding onto false hope.
Maybe I can really do this.
Only time will tell.
Jay's officially in the Navy now. Rach, I dont know what I'm gonna do when he leaves =/ I'm gonna be lost.
Take care, dearest. Stay strong.
♥
xxxooo
Ray.