It makes me kinda sad that there’s nothing to believe in. That I have no faith except for in my muses. It’s been a few years since I went to a church or respected god in any way. I believe that he exists but I just cant believe in him if that makes sence. Sometimes I feel like I want to take a nail and hammer it through my hands and feet just to feel that intense pain. It must be amazing. Basically…I just feel like im going nowhere. Its like all the other kids have helium balloons that carry them away in the wind and im stuck on the ground with one of those shitty balloons that doesn’t have helium and just sags. They make me sad. ------------ If you have been a victim of a telemarketing scam please press 1. 1111111 1 1 1 1 1 1 1 1 111111 1 1 1 111 1 11 MY PUSSY DEMANDS ATTENTION.