crimson tide

by suicidalscars
Listening to: my mobile ringing
Feeling: alive
Bleeding...bleeding...bleeding...bleeding some more...I love this feeling and it's so good. I wish I could stop this but the feeling is too good. The feeling of being in control of your own pain is better than any orgasm ive ever had and could ever have. Maybe i do want to die. I know right now I want to cut more. It makes me get that really excited rush.
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unfortunatly i agree with you
p.s im really sorry about the miscarriage. its not a nice thing for any lass to go through
Bleeding i understand
dying... i dont think even you do...

Why put a limit on your pain...
by just stupidly killing yourself?

Theres just too much..
and you have to be there...

Please dont die...
i always woulda thought someone bent on cutting themselves would have a much less pink diary.



but thats just me.


MuCh LoVe
[Anonymous]
Cutting can help, and it can feel really good, just dont go overboard, please dont go all the way, b/c if you do there wont be anything left. Just be careful
[Anonymous]
I know that wonderfully feeling of the blood coming to the surface feeling so good yet strange. I cut myself, but i dont want to die. I have control of it for know and hopefully u do to, but ppl shouldnt hurt themselves it just isnt right. Yeah but what the fuck is right or wrog in the end do what ever keeps you going and feeling good. Cya around =)
[Anonymous]
i have that feelin too. im not killin myself, although i wouldnt mind...
what am i saying!!! plz dont kill yourself, cutting is completely different, killing is ending the sadness and the happiness. plz dont!!!

~~Frostie