One of my only real pleasures in life is crushing you up and snorting you down like cocaine. It might sound crazy but its love. And if you dont understand that. Then you dont understand love. I bet you're wondering what the hell I'm talking about. Well...I feel its time I confessed one of many secrets to you. For some time [around 6 months] now I have been crushing and snorting my ritalin. A mild form of speed is so different when it is snorted. That feeling in your brain. YOUR BRAIN IS HIGH. Yes. I know...im addicted. It is a light in the dull days. A hit that I need. But I love to need it. Because I love it.