Took speed last night for the second time and I can undoubtedly say NEVER AGAIN! I can’t even really believe I’m on the internet. I feel so shit that I want to curl up and just die. But it was ace…It was so fuckin buzzin I loved it. The comedown is fucking terrible though you wouldn’t believe it. I threw up pure loads of water before and so did Dave but it was fucking funny because Dave threw up on some birds bed at this after party we were at [after Alcatraz at the cavern club – drum ‘n’ bass night] and he just rubbed the sick in and then sat on it haha because it was just water. But yeah…kids…don’t take speed! So I’m feeling pretty okay today. A little bit happy. Things are going okay. My sister had the baby and called him Joshua. He’s beautiful. I love him. Anyway. I should go I need to sleep…although I know I won’t be able to because I’m still a bit fucked…its fucking horrible.