Tonight I just lost control. I havent been so crazed in a long time. No drugs = insanity. I cant stand this any longer. I want to just go. Im sick of all these fucking lies. Your fuckin lies. If I could exhale and rid myself of all this cancer I would take the deepest breath I could and keep it all inside. So damn stubborn. Look at me. Im so pathetic. So insecure. im the needle in your spoon Thats right. Im the poison that you drink. I just want to intoxicate you. With me.