i am just a smear on the payne on glass called life. IDONTEXIST i am nothing. i cant forget that life hurts..i cant forget how he violates my body. I AM A SINNER. i am already dead rember to move the mind furniture to a new position I WANT TO SEE MY REFLECTION IN A SHOP WINDOW AND BE PROUD OF WHAT IS STARING BACK. But 16 years is enough time to decide that you HATE yourself. YOU DONT BELONG HERE. Cutting and cutting deeper and deeper..im bleeding...im dying... i will not cry...i will not cry. i am not human i am not human i am here for him i am here for him.. So now im shutting the door on my coffin. you did this to me. you did this.