Listening to: NIN - 10 miles high
tell me you wouldnt. Because I would. All over her face :)
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Tonight has been shit. First my fathers knocks on the door. I open it. He comes storming in. Straight up the stairs and starts hitting my mother about.
Because im cold hearted I ignored it because to be honest with you..I believe that my mother deserves everything that she gets [[i have my reasons]]
I then sat back at the computer and ignored the noises coming from upstairs. I then heard some smashing and breaking noises so I ran upstairs and my father was throwing things at mother. I came back downstairs and turned my music up as loud as it would go.
My father calls me up the stairs in an extremely loud voice and so i sigh out of the internet go upstairs and he back hands me and tells to "Get in the fucking car now. NOW!" so I run down and sit in the car. Scared at whats happening in there. Next thing is my father drags my mother down the stairs and out the door onto our drive way [which passers by cannot see up] by the back of her jacket. He threw her on the floor. Kicked her in the teeth and she was bleeding everywhere. My father got in the car and I tried to get out but he restrained me. We drove off and down to his place.
My father went to the toilet and as soon as he shut that door I was out of the front one. I ran up to my mothers as fast as i could to see if she was okay but she had gone. Her and her handbag up and left. So here I sit. At my mothers house alone. Haunted by what happened tonight. Cant get hold of my mother on her mobile phone and i dont want to get hold of my father.
I think I should move the computer away from the window. For obvious reasons.
Araya
Araya
danielle(im not a bitch)
I have a link in my info to another diary, but thats my diary outside of this whole disorder thing... like... well i dunno how to explain it.
My "Normal" life. Without the flaws.
I need suporters :-P
I like the duck on the wall in the backround too ^-^
leave me a huge uber long message n it will be like christmas
so do it my gorgeous bitch!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
that you in the pic? naaaah surley not
come on rachie poos talk to me...tell all...if u want ill delete ur messages, so its all private, or make em anon... what can i do to cheer u up? sing you a song? give u some hot girls?
liv xx
n yeah id do joss tsone any time
LOVE YOU xx