otep once said
"whut the fuck is happening??.. we have known - privately in the secret places of our collective "civilised" hearts - that there is a dangerous sector our perverted population that targets womyn and children...priests, police, parents, neighbors, teachers, friends, politicians, relatives...but lately, it seems that there is an overflow of this pathetic vermin...that something very dangerous is loose in the world...now, here eye am listening to some educated asshole on teevee preach on and on about the subconscious evolutionary darwinian imperative of me to conquer evey womyn that they see...that its some biological instinct for men to rape, pillage, destroy...that its their nature to be predators...that womyn are the prey...that somehow, all this evil is our fault..."
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my dad tried to fuck me today....but i just ran and ran...out of my house down the street, to my friends house and just pretended i was passing by. He isnt going to spread this plague anymore i wont let it happen.
He emptys me and fills me in with him...i wont allow this shit any longer.
my eyes have finally opened to this and he isnt going to get away with it any longer...its been too long now. So long that i began to feel my purpose in life was to be fucked...i was just a toy, a slave to sex, a slave to misery, a slave to lies.
I'm So Sorry About Your Dad, But I'm Glad That You've Realized it Has To Stop. You're The Only One Who Can Decide that For You. Only You, Can Help Yourself... or Let Yourself Be Helped.
I Deleted MSN, And I Have AIM Now. Do You Have AIM? I really Hope You Do. I Miss talking To you!
Lost Of Love,
amelia