alright so luek broke my heart. who woulda though. my mood. well i thought it was a funny word. and i have no idea what it means. so im asumming its exactly what im feeling...w hcih im not quite sure. lol jay ((from england)) likes me though. im excited. hes hot. hes a crossdresser. lol. its a good thing im bi. it doesnt bug me. he so hot. lol. anyways. im having a party tonight whoopah and it will eb all oldie music. it will eb fun. muahahaha. i haveta re dye my hair * i want u to want me. i need u to need me. id love u to love me. im begging u to beg me* sorri. random singing moment all dolled up with nowhere to go. *sigh* i need a car. lol. anyways. yea lol im such a loser. lol oh well. u love me for it <3. not really. lol. w.e.lol