I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy I'll be your hope I'll be your love Be everything that you need I love you more with every breath Truly, madly, deeply, do.. That leave me deeply too. i want to love someone. i do but no one is the right person to love or if they are, i just-- can't have them. *sigh* i could name them. but whats the point. no one really wants to know anyways. what i'd give to have you back. and be okay again. but i wont let your memory hurt me anymore i cant cause eventually it WILL kill me. and im not ready for that, just yet anyways. so ima push on, and use boys to my discretion, and then toss them away, because i cant stay attracted to them. i like them, then i get what i want, ((NOT SEX)) i finally get them to want me back. and poof, im like please dont touch me. its harsh. i feel bad... but i dont end up wanting them anymore. urhg. but when they kiss me, its not the same. and it disgusts me. cause i feel like im cheating on him. but hes gone. he left me. thats all there is to it. thats the end. stop dragging it on you loser. just drop it. he doesnt love you anymore. take a hint. get the picture. MOVE ON. just like before. just let it go. let it go. let it go. let him go. its time to say goodbye. stay single for a while. it'll be good for you, to meet new people without being attached. and dont limit yourself. dont let anyone hold you back. fly. because in your dreams you can. and fucking keep yourself away from internet boys. they cause havoc and heartbreak. nothing more. let a boy like you in person. then its material. and dont wait for it to happen. dont expect to it happen. it just will. ahahah your counseling yourself as you would anyone else who came to you in the shattered state in which you are. tear a page out of your own book. stop being such a fucking hypocrite and be a free careless teenager. because you deserve to be. you have done nothing to deserve to be dead inside. and nothing to cry. so stop trying. because, its not worth it. its not worth the time or the effort when you dont deserve to crash and burn. if its worth it, someone ELSE can start putting in the time and the effort. fuck you for making me cry. cause it hurts. and as you say "im sorry" or "i never meant to hurt you" go fuck yourself. because it doesnt matter whether you "meant to" or not. get off yout fuckign high horse and pull the stick out of your ass and GROW THE FUCK UP. you think your better then me? your laying in the mud. cause of what you did. think its okay? THINK IM OKAY? fuck you.