he just feels bad for hurting me. thats why he's with me. it's not cause he wants to be. or because he loves me. cause he doesnt anymore. i can feel it. like in the way he "forgets" to call. when he really just doesn't want to. like the way he "can't" come see me, or "has to" stay late. when really, he just doesn't want to see me, and doesn't actually stay late. why do i fall in love with the worst heartbreak possible. it's like.... a curse.