I think this is it. this is where i give into temptaion. alcohal. drugs. something. everything. I'm so tired of everything. of everyone. I just want to go somewhere and start over. somewhere that i know...no one. and maybe i can be someone I want to be. Where I can be that chachi girl. who goes to the club. i don't know. I don't trust anyone. i don't want to. not anymore. not ever again in fact. I do not have a best friend. I have friends. i have good friends. i have friends i miss. i love. i cherish. i will always remember. but no one knows everything. im so. in a sense. alone. goodbye daddy. goodbye mommy. goodbye brother. goodbye everyone. for when I go, i shant come home. for home is broken now. and it's something i cant fix. Nostalgia. its becoming an enemy.