Listening to: Potograph-Nickleback
Feeling: dead
life is a melodrama.
its a today
stuck in the broken song of yesterday
catching up to the beat of tomorrow
Do you remember the carefree days?
when boys had those DISGUSTING cooties.
and you never had to worry about that special one.
about having him swept from under your feet if you didn't hold him close enough.
and yet suffocating him till he pushes you away cause you hold him so tight.
do you remember when sex was a figment of our imaginations,
and best friends didn't date.
and didn't cheat
and leave the poor soul torn apart in the middle.
do you remember when life was so simple
and drugs were always bad.
and alcohal was a future dream.
and you wished tomorrow would hurry and come, so you could be older.
because you detest your youth.
do you remember wishing on shooting stars
and wishing you had the pretty red shoes,
just like the girl next door.
instead of the sex driven hot boy.
do you remember when you just DIDN'T CARE
who your friends were
or if they were "cool enough"
you didn't care what you wore,
or how you looked.
your hair.
your clothes.
your make-up.
and bed time was mandatory,
so you'd always sneak out of bed
and play some more.
now you go to bed either really early
for lack of something better to do with your life,
or you stay up till all hours of the morning,
wishing life had something better
then headaches and hangovers
do you remember your sixth birthday
and the prefect bliss of that day.
do you remember playing tag in teh cold,
or slipping and falling and being able to laugh
instead of hanging your head in shame and embarrasment
what do you remember?
whats gone now?
now i can rip up the pictures.
and burn them
and forget the memories
because they're gone.
because everything you were is gone.
everything i was is gone.
and to miss them would be to miss everything i ever wanted
all my dreams.
Jono.
Lisa.
Julian.
Janet.
Taylor.
Becki.
Emily.
Kristen King.
Chris.
Jon.
Trevor.
Maggie.
Nikki.
Carolin.
Tyler.
what happened when we fell apart?
and to you oh boy
im sorry
for suffocating you.
fly away.
but please remember to come back
Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red
And what the hell is on Joey's head
And this is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we'd ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneaking out
And this is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must have done it half a dozen times
I wonder if It's too late
Should i go back and try to graduate
Life's better now then it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in
Oh oh oh
Oh god I
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin' out
They say somebody went and burned it down
We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we know
We said someday we'd find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel
Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since god knows when
Oh oh oh
Oh god I
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it
If I could I relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
Everytime I do it makes me
I miss you. my friends.
i love you. my angels.
fly.
for this is the end.
goodbye.<3
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