So.... alot has happened since i last wrote. like. alot alot. Cyle and I have had our one month, and he really is my precious. this is gunna sound really harsh... and make me seem uber dependante on a boy... but without him i'd probably be dead... because... he has time for me. he calls me every night. and like... it seems like he likes to spend time with me. sometimes he asks me if i want to do things, instead of me having to ask him. unlike many other people i know. so now jon and david ((two boys i know from olds)) live with me. and its akward. theres just so many boys involved. its like... making my head spin. and awe our info on our boy came in. Kevin-Alexis is our little 7-year-old. so one month has come and gone. and he bought me the most GORGEOUS necklace. im going to beat him up. he knows hes NOT to spend money on me. crazy kid. *giggles* heres one for the books: on Tuesday October 25th 2005 he said I Love You for the first time but i should go. oh dear god i do love that boy. with everything i have. everything i am. i would die for him a thousand deaths. but shhhhh dunt tell him. im cheesy and clingy enough as it is. im sure he could slap me already. lol. love<3