i thought about you today. about how much i miss you and how jealous i am of her. how much i wish you still loved me. and i had you to turn to in the end. i thought about you today. about that time we ate teh ice cream and laughed until we cried. i thought about a long drive home. and how we used to be i thought about you today and i cried i thought about you today and it hurt more then i think you'll ever be fully capable of understanding you dont really undertsnad how i feel. how much i hurt. amd i dont regret you, but i wish to god it had never happened. cause lving you was the best thing that ever happened to me. and missing you is breaking me into pieces i thought aabout you today when i saw a falling star. one wish was all i had. i could have wished for you yo love me. i could have wished you were mine. i could have wished to back in time. but for the life of me, none of thoe came out instead-- i wished for you to be happy. just for you to be happy. and to never have to deal with ehst i am dealing with. because i thought about you today. but the thing is-- today is just like every other day. and i miss you as much today as any other day. and i can say with confidence that it hurts like a fucking son of a bitch.