I'd say sorry if it made sense. but it just... doesn't. for I did nothing wrong... and i think you need to understand this... although no matter how hard I try... it won't happen... because i am the lowest level of horrid... in your mind. as for my comment on: "there was this girl here. but she did something I don't know if i can ever forgive her for. then called me a liar." Ahem. You did something: you blamed me. for what I didn't do and then yes you called me a liar. I'll try and explain again, and perhaps if you ever take a moment to read this... maybe you shall understand. the first thing you must know IS: I DO NOT BELIEVE IN ANY SENSE YOU AND BRENDON DID ANYTHING. you are a cuddly person by nature. i know this. we have discussed this. i told David what i'd heard. not what I thought. and yes i do have an issue with you and Julian getting so close. I was just trying to figure out what was going on before i talked to you about it. because even there I do not believe anything went on. But i brought this up with Chad and big Davids issue with brendon. just trying to figure things out. but obviously... something went horribly wrong. obviously.... you have nothing left for me. besides a sideways glance or a cold hard stare or the backstabbing words that make their way around which to some point is assumed i deserve but your pictures sit on my wall still and i can still look back on us i can laugh i can smile i can cry with you i grew up. and for me, you will always be a part of what I am so someday when you go far away look back and hopefully you can laugh or you can smile. instead of drill holes through the back of my head. but here I am finally letting go here I am saying goodbye but your pictures will still hang I wouldn't couldn't rip them up and you forever live in the memory of who I Am. i love you. goodbye.