I have no greater wish right now then to create total and completec chaos and havic in his life. in her life. in the way THEY are ruining mine. Except..... it'll be a way easier task for me. and i won't have to lie. I swear to god. someone smacked jono with teh stupid asshole stick. maybe it was his loss of virginity that turned him into nothin but fucking ass. i honestly cant believe he believed her?! im never going to get over this. never. he betrayed me at the UPMOST LEVEL of betrayal anyone could have caused. way to go jonathan. now lets see how you liek being alone. with no one there. cause u fucked up all ur support. YOU fucked it up. not anyone but urself. i have a few things to say to u #1 - FUCK YOU #2 - FUCK YOU #3- Get a fucking life. asshole. straighten out ur priorities and maybe when u make some new friends u wont be such a fuckign bastard. and when things finally get good dont be all suicidal just trying to get attention. cause no one really cares. because u have it amazing. u have great friends (who u have ditched)and amazing Gf ( that ur fucking up teh relationship with, with ur fucking accusations and clingi-ness) and and alright home life ( althought u say its the fuckign worst.) u have ditched: Josh. David. ME! Taylor. Tyler. Lisa. ur life revolves around sex and drugs now. cause obviously WE DONT MATTER TO YOU ANYMORE! uve seen david what... one? since his birthday. and even tehn, only cause lisa asked u to go with her. u havent even TALKED to him since hes been outa the hospital. U HAVENT EVEN TALKED TO JOSH SINCE DAVIDS BIRTHDAY! take a fuckign look around you. not onyl r u ditchin ur missin evrythign we used to do as a group now excludes you. because were not good enough for you. you cant even ewat lunch with us. you haveta sit ur "too cool" ass down at teh otehr end of teh hall. U DIDNT BUY LISA ANYTHING FOR HER FUCKING 16th BIRTHDAY! DO YOU REALISE WHAT WE DID FOR UR BIRTHDAYS? and u cant have the decency to get her anythign even SMALL for her 16th birthday. to me ur nto jono anymore. i dont even know who THE FUCK you are anymore. and really. i could care less. cause i dont need to know someone like you, acting like that. Fuck you. get a life. grow up. you'd think you'd know me better then you seem to. but i guess i was wrong. u were shallow and know nothing about me. u just assumed you did. so thank you jonathan. thank you for who u were. when you were my friend. but who you are now. fuck you. i could care less if i never spoke to u again. for teh way your being. think abotu that. and when u decide your not all high and mighty god, and want to treat me liek an equal then we'll talk. and i though i should let you know taht because of teh way ur acting im switching schools. have a nice life. asshole. ex-best-friend. shealyn.