its like. different. lisa and i are talking again, friends again even, and it IS weird. cause i really never thought it would ever quite happen. i miss taylor though. she seems to have cut me off. chopped me off. and that hurts. im talking to jono again, and by god, hes gone back to the old jono, the one who KNEW how to have fun. he's not retarded anymore. now if jono and lisa could re-assert themselves, and taylor too, life would be fun again, not the fun we knew over that grade 8-9 summer, but perhaps something close, or maybe, even better? for everyone would once again be carefree, and dangerous. and that, my dearest, sends chills down my spine. and excites me.