so-- i talked to you on msn tonight-- and you were adorable. and. i keep thinkin-- i should have tried and convinced him to stay- cause he seems like he has some sense about him, and he's a sweetheart. but i didn;t, and you left, you took my number though :blush: . so now, im going to proove to you what i said is true, and that im not just rying to get down yur pants-- cause, lol, it totally smeems like thats what i was trying to do. but honestly, before i even messaged you-- i read your ENTIRE nexus page. and now, im going to talk about what you've written :D [quote]Luke Burns bitch! I have no fear. Look where I ended up. The world is scandalous. Death before dishonor. I'm too busy with the busy life. I'm tired of these fuckin' whores.[/quote] you fear nothing, which is the amazing, but darling, judging by your comments on your little brother being the only person who really you trust and love (which is fucking amazing, and i put all my respect to you for that), i think you may be a little afraid of heart break and being hurt. which in all honesty, is the sweetest thing ever. it shows you are striong, but you care. if dug deep enough, you are a little sensitive death before dishonour-- i agree. i'd rather be dead then have someone be able to throw it in my face that i failed. [quote]I'm seventeen now! The world is mine![/quote] then own it baby. [quote]No leader should put troops into the field merely to gratify his own spleen; no leader should fight a battle simply out of pique. But a kingdom that has once been destroyed can never come again into being; nor can the dead ever be brought back to life. Hence the enlightened leader is heedful, and the good leader full of caution[/quote] i'm going to take this as though its meant for your friends. never leave them hanging, never place them in the position you chose not to be in. be cautions, be honest, be kind, keep them close, cause once they're gone, you realise how much you miss them. [quote]money over bitches[/quote] i agree. unless shes your girl. then buddy, she should always come first, especially if she really loves you, cause she don't care whether you have money pr not, as long as she has you. [quote]Terror has a face, and unless you are able to see it, you are a slave.[/quote] stand up to what you fear. or you will forever fear it. and to be afraid of it, is to fail. [quote]I remember crying all the time. My major thing growing up was I couldn't fit in. Because I was from everywhere, I didn't have no buddies that I grew up with...Every time I had to go to a new apartment, I had to reinvent myself, myself. People think just because you born in the ghetto you gonna fit in. A little twist in your life and you don't fit in no matter what. If they push you out of the hood and the White people's world, that's criminal...Hell, I felt like my world could be destroyed at any moment.[/quote] of all the things written in your profile, this had the heaviest effect, without a doubt. like honestly, it's what attracted my attention more then anything. namely cause it made me want to give you a hug. lol, but also because it's true, im not a ghetto girl, and im not going to pretend to be, but i've watched teh lives of so many people and friends turn to shit because of things like that. i know people who cant stay in one place long enough to learn their own address, and watching them try and grow up without anyone, was rough. i have repsect for you, because of going through that, and i think for how far you've made it, and for you sense of confidence, you deserve respect. [quote]People might be, like, "This niggas conceited," but fuck it. I feel like I shine. And I don't give a fuck how many white people, the Media, black people, playa haters, police, whoever, try to darken my shine, Im'a always shine through[/quote] you are not concited. you are confident, and you are strong. you will not let ANYONE drag you down. and that it a skill, a talent, not a sense of concidence. [quote]My Mama used to tell me if u can't find somethin to live for, you best find somethin to die for.[/quote] i posted this in my blog. it is the most amazing peice of advice ever, besides Go big or go home. [quote]Once everybody takes the time to find out what kind of person I really am you'd be surprised[/quote] question: has anyone ever really taken the time? doesn't feel it does it. [quote]i will only have sex with someone, if I believe that they really like me. And that I can see myself with them in the following years. Saving it for someone is the key, infact, I wish I was still a virgin, just so that I could give it to someone really important, and who I really like.[/quote] you are an amazing man for this. i say man, because boys are adolecentswho woul fuck anything with an ass and tits. [quote]A man does not die for something that he himself does not believe in.[/quote] cause if you don't believe it, its not worth fight for. [quote]real girls girls that aren't materialistic. girls that will give you a chance. girls that will give you a chance even if you screw things up. girls that aren't just lookin' for a piece. girls that don't wanna fuck, just 'cause i got a big dick. girls that understand that i would rather listen than talk. girls that can make me crazy.[/quote] i like the way you think. :) i hope you like the way i act :P [quote]Loyalty- loyalty is all I have, and ever will have. It is my key characteristic, to be loyal.[/quote] all i have to say is if you honestly follow this-- then you are honestly my hero. [quote]My little fuckin brother. I don't know anyone who can make me smile like that.[/quote] i've already made my comment on this. [quote]Reality is wrong. Dreams are for real[/quote] Hold your dreams closer then the life you live. they will take you where you want to go. [quote]Betrayers and cowards people that judge lawyers and politicians[/quote] because they're the liars. and i fucking hate liars. [quote]Being unconfident. It's not good when you have to go through trouble just to avoid confrontation. Whether I don't like certain people in particular, or even myself, it's not the right answer to live in solitude and drink alchohal and smoke weed all day. Athough that's what I used to think, I've grown from that experience of hate. The truth is that I was just having trouble living with myself, and not others. I need to learn what personality is, that's all. I have good character, just a shitty personality.[/quote] I agree. confidence is a must, because i personally think, it gives a person a sense of aproach.even if theres things about yourself that arent the greatest, so what, if you can live with, so can everyone else. and there is a difference between confidence, and cockiness, and you darling, i believ are the better of the two, and should never change for anyone. [quote]missing certian people. it makes me sad sometimes.[/quote] i know, and its brutal, but life fucks you over like that sometimes [quote]I hate it when people tell me lies. if you're my homie, why the fuck are you gonna lie to me? if you're my girl, why the fuck are you gonna lie to me? the only lies you should be telling me are the ones that are protecting me. but if they ain't, then i ain't ever gonna trust you. it's not hard to gain my trust, just tell me the truth when you talk to me. even though i got alot of shit in my mind, a little more won't hurt[/quote] More then anything-- i hate liars-- and i hate being called a liar. be honest with me, cause chances are, i'd rather hear it now and be hurt and give you a seond chance, then find out later and hate you. i dunno about you, but thats my view, lol. [quote]Support me... If you don't understand me don't write about me[/quote] i may have written about you, even though i don;t know you, but, it was in support. and to proove to you that im honestly to just trying for a nice peice of ass, although i know we both know you do have one, lol. but honestly, it was mostly your personality that attracted me. so yea think im creepy if you want, but i kinda felt like a bitch after like being all like CALL ME. cause im not like that ill kiss a boy before i date him, but nothing more. lol i still say your adorable and sweet and yea. lol but ill ttyl. you can txt my cell fro msn if yah wanna tell me to fuck off cause im slightly creepy. lol have a good night darling <3