It's a full moon here in Southport Indiana tonight.
I'm beginning to believe that my mother finds enjoyment in being a bitch to me.
But anyways, today was a day like any other.
I talked to Ross.
It was just like it used to be before we happened.
Casual conversation.
I think we made a connection, even if it was on the slightest level.
I smiled at him and he smiled back.
Oh God, that smile.
It wasn't any ordinary smile either.
It was HiS evil smile thingy...
It's really not all that cute of a smile... I guess I like it because I know what's behind it. I know how he thinks and how he acts and I know what goes on in that empty little head of his. :]
I miss it.
I don't know why.
It was short
I guess the brevity of it all makes me want to know what could have been.
But I can't do that.
I can't live in the past anymore.
I'm moving on.
:]
I guess I should tell you people who I am.
Well, I'm Rachel.
I'm a frosh at Roncalli Catholic High School.
[ironic thing ; I'm not catholic at all]
I love to hear someone say my name.
I love meeting new people.
I know half of southern Indianapolis.
But a lot of people there know me as "Ausitn Marie" (nickname. get used to it)
My self esteem is a constant rollercoaster.
One day I feel amazingly beautiful and the next I'll hate the way I look.
There's something about my Hollister clothes and my 0 gauge ears that throw people off.
But I love my style.
I'm ALWAYS singing.
I don't like my voice at all but Alexis loves it.
I lovelovelove broadway.
My dream role is Millie in Thoroughly Modern Mille.
I play drums & I'm not just saying that like a lot of people do. I actually play.
I've recently picked up guitar and bass.
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