[8] All Metal and Holes

Feeling: hopeful
In health today, Joe told me that I was "All metal and holes." 10 piercings isn't close to being "all metal and holes", but I like that. I'm not sure why, but I like the way it sounds. Makes me want more piercings (oh, summer, come fast.) B0Y= hopeless? He got mad at me today for "talking too much" during the assembly that I know he wasn't paying any attention to. (I know this because he was talking to his friend louder than I was) After telling me to shut up, he pushed my leg off the bleacher he was sitting on... 4 times. Eventually he just started beating my leg. I decided that something other than myself was bothering him, so after assembly I put 2 Midol pills on the top shelf of his locker. I don't know if he got them. God, I hate that boy. >.< I hope he dies and burns in hell, that pussy.

Paranoia.. Is haunting you And all these dirty looks, Well they are right on cue You're full up to the brim With that "he said, she said" trash You exist behind your keyboard And then youre gone in a flash Ten bucks says you don't have it in you To conquer fear and quit believing what they tell you to You are careening shamelessly into oblivion Where you will live alone with your chemicals and gin Im utterly disgusted with the path you took As inebriated as you can get off your latest paycheck I am at a loss for words here I hate to break this to you but being a coward is not a legitimate career We were born and raised the same way So what gives you the right to say At least I'm not a liar At least I'm not a liar At least I'm not a cheat At least I dont care what these goddamn mindless people think of me Ten bucks says you dont have it in you To conquer fear and quit believing what they tell you to you are careening shamelessly into oblivion Where you will live alone with your chemicals and gin

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I love The Spill Canvas.
Best line ever: "And oh, how I wish I meant a little more then a symphony of heavy breathing and the friction of hips."
Fucking amazing.

Anyways, take care.
[Anonymous]
P.S. that was me. Kelsey...