Is it alright that I always forget this thing exists? =] So, I split was aforementioned "amazing" boyfriend. I can't honestly say anyone who makes their girlfriend get an abortion for their own selfishness and then leaves her a month later deserves the term "amazing". I hope you burn in hell, Myles Logan Slone. Anyways, new guy in my life. Jeffrey. In short, the perfect boyfriend. If you read all my entries, I seem to fall fast and careless. Guess that's how I get so crazy. Speaking of crazy, after the abortion, my mother made me go see a shirk, who referred me to a psychiatrist, who diagnosed me with severe depression and borderline personality disorder. What is BPD, you may ask? Well, Mr. Webster would define it as: "Borderline personality disorder is characterized by mood instability and poor self-image. People with this disorder are prone to constant mood swings and bouts of anger. Often, they will take their anger out on themselves, causing injury to their own body. Suicidal threats and actions are not uncommon. Borderlines think in very black and white terms and often form intense, conflict-ridden relationships. They are quick to anger when their expectations are not met." Well... that's me, I guess. Now I'm on several medications, including anti-depressants and anti-psychotics... Fuck my life.