It's amazing how one day can change everything. You think you know what you want, and you think you're happy, and you think you understand, but the instant that someone falls back into your life, you're shaken, thrown, and completely lost in your own mind. It's not as complicated as it sounds. I just thought I knew. I woke up this morning knowing this would be the day I got to see Tristan. With everything that we've been talking about recently, I've been so anxious about this. Worrying and all. Well, I had to wake up early for a NYG meeting, so I've had all day to freak out about this. Abby and I decided to kill time by visiting random friends. God bless Abby Meier and John Parker. They kept me sane all day. After 8 hours of splatter painting, showers, Spoosh, hanging at John's, myspace, wal-mart, taco bell (across town), visiting, and the mall, it was time to head over to Steak`n`Shake for dinner. We got there early, and went in and sat down, and I panicked. And nervously talked to Abby and John. That's when I looked up, saw him walk in, and smile at me. Needless to say, I jumped up and ran to hug him, causing quite a scene, but I don't care. He sat down with us, and his family went to the other side of the restaurant. It was a normal dinner. Food. Milk shakes. Making fun of Tristan and John for being in marching band. =] Anyways, about 45 minutes later, Tristan's dad came over to the table and said they were going out to the car and he needed to come out shortly. Meaning 5 minutes. 5 minutes passes really quickly when you don't want them to end. Tristan turned around, and saw his dad waiting impatiently at the car, and he said he needed to go. I hugged him, and said "No. You're not leaving", and he grabbed my hand, pulled me towards the door and said "Fine. You'll come with me." I walked with him into that little foyer that all Steak'n'Shakes have and he pulled me into a tight hug. I told him not to go, and he said "Don't worry. We'll see each other soon. It won't be 7 months again" and then he kissed me. Everything after that is a blur. I remember "Secondplace Victory" playing in the car, and going back home to find that picture. =/ I don't know anymore. I'm so lost. It's breathtaking to think of you And to learn without faith the sky isn't as blue. It's mind numbing to think of yesterday We'll look toward the stars and dream that we're airplanes I heard you say it's enlightening To think of the breeze When you watch the sunset.... think of me.