So, it's been about a week and a half since last update. Sorry. Been grounded. I almost ran away on Friday night. I can't take much more of her shit. I think I'm completly over Ross. Hopefully so, because Tuesday... I met a boy. His name is Luc. He's cute, funny, smart, musical, and just about everything I like in a boy. And I develpoed a little crush on himmmm... and we hung out yesterday... and he kissed me. Craaazy shit, let me tell you. Well, that should have made me happy... but when he kissed me... it was like all the feelings I had dissappeared. I didn't want him anymore. But he wanted me and I didn't know what to do. So, naturally, I panicked and did nothing. went along with it all. >.< This isn't the first time this has happened either. I have a real problem... I like someone until they like me... Then I don't want them they way I did... && that's where I get my reputation as a whore/slut/skank/tease/ect. I'm not trying to lead anyone on!!! I honestly do like themmm... something just happens... idkkkkk. any adivce??