It felt just like any other day, and I don't like that. Choir final was the best. 70 minutes to take a 10 minute test. =] So, we got an hour in the choreography room to chill and talk. I mostly talked to Bethany. I freaking love her. Though it is kind of inconvenient that we're getting close just as school is ending. But it's great, because we hate all the same people. Anyways, I've been feeling very forgotten by all my friends recently. I went to Hannah's after school today, and the whole time she: either a) watched TV b) cleaned c) talked to Grace on the phone. On top of that, I was supposed to go to the mall with Leah later on tonight, but she called me to tell me that she's at Sarah's. (Sarah = neighbor, best friend of 12 years, and the source of all my pain and suffering) Sarah is would you would call perfect in every way. Every time I introduce a friend to her, they decide I'm not good enough anymore, and only hang out/talk about her. I feel bad about not hanging out like we used to, but I'm just so fucking tired of always getting compared to her and getting told she's so much nicer/prettier/better/smarter/funnier than me. And for the happy ending, it looks like I'm not going to get to go to Bloomington after all. The one thing I was so looking forward to doing, and now I can't. I hate my parents. I hate my friends. I hate Indiana. i miss california -today is just NOT my day =/