Listening to: none. abbys asleep
Feeling: annoyed
I would understand if he had called and told the truth, but to lie over a text message? Kinda pathetic.
I woke up to this text message this morning (spelling errors included):
"So i cave. i cant do the distance.. im realy sorry, but i just cant do it. i still want to be friends and still talk. i just cant do the distance. im sorry."
Kinda reminds me of that Hercules song.
Anyways, that's a lie. I mean, it could be a factor, but the real reason he's breaking up with me is for Heather. They're going to be together all week at Work Camp (a.k.a. Hook-Up Camp), and he wants to do something with her.
I'm not fckn stupid, Tristan! I know you WAY better than that.
And, ironically, about the distance: He's in Indiana right now. Closer than before.
Whattafaggot.
Anyways, when I got the text, I just kinda stared at it. I was half expecting it, but the other half of me didn't want to be just like every other girl he's been with. Guess I was.
Well, after about 30 seconds, I realized that I'm going to the National Youth Gathering in Orlando, FL next week. That's a week in Florida with +42,000 high schoolers. What the hell do I have to be sad about?!
Every summer, Abbey and I find amazing boys at work camp. Why should NYG be any different??
(That, and I still kinda like the same guy I liked before Tristan.)
So, you know what?? I'm glad you broke up with me for Heather. I hope she gives you herpes, and you two have really ugly children.
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