I had no reasons, you’re right- as usual. And in our reality, you prove me wrong again. YOu’re right, maybe this is wrong. I have been nothing but a burden and nothing but something just to make your life a little bit harder. So take the road you want to travel, I”m just standing aside and letting you do your thing. Just goes to show my head is wrapped up in the clouds again, always believing things will somehow work out for me. So this is where I screw up, and this where I exit your scene. It’s true what you say, this isn’t anything real right now, oh but it is. What I feel is real, what we’ve become is another story. So maybe this story has reached it’s end, and I think that might be better for you. All I ever did was make your life harder, you don’t need that- you don’t need me. You’ve been doing so awesome lately, you’ve done some incredible things with your life these past fews monthes, and as much I love you, it is my duty to make sure that you keep going down the path you are. I”m not here to screw things up for you, I just screwed itup for me. No use in my apologies anymore, you don’t need that- you need something so much more, and I was never that. Just let you down this past week- you don’t need that. YOu know you don’t. I just never wanted to admit it. And as much as maybe you don’t want to hear this- I love you, hurting you was never my intention- i could never think of purposely hurting you in my lifetime, let alone beyond that. Nothing much matters to me so I don't see why I should hold so tightly to a memory that I can't speak of I think about it nightly how you opened up your life for me Why are you still lonely? Though I'm not the type who begs I'm thinking how you'd open up your legs But I'm farther from you every day And a woman talking to herself gathers up the shit she couldn't sell Chances don't bode well tomorrow and Talking to myself pass by, I miss you but know the face you make Like when you found me out for the fake I am So easily you see through me What do you do to me to make me treat you so bad? I keep hoping that you'll speak to me But I'm father from you every day All I think about is waiting and the people we are changing into There was a sound but I don't know how it goes There was something we went through, blew in from the coast You said, you are of the earth, I am of the sky I don't even know what the hell that means Father from you every day All I think about is waiting and all the people we are fading into And I think about you dying years from now never having known Who you are Farther from you everyday