My heart is gettin played, and there's nothing I can do because I can't make it stop feeling the things it does for her. But there's other guys, like the distance would keep me from knowing,,, If only you knew what I knew. You cant say you love me, then get hurt when some other guy wants to just be friends. Isn't that what you would want if you loved me? I'm sorry I'm not as great as him, but what I would fucking give to just be. I'm feeling sick to my stomach.. and my heart will eventually explode from this swelling. Will any girl just love me and not kill me?