Take these words, they seem to be the only thing you’ll let me give you lately- just be careful ‘cause I’ve been choking on them all day. I barely believe you have faith in anything I try to convey here tonight. I feel like I’ve laid my heart to the floor boards and your rubber souls are leaving stains I’ll never get out. My mind is folded inward and my brain is on your frequency sending repulsive emotions to my now upset stomach. Your so cautious when it comes to my slipping’ words, dissecting them as if I don’t really mean what I say. I just sit eyes glued in a gaze wondering’ if it’s so hard for you to believe I want you. My body feels as if it’s falling to pieces, and I can’t imagine this not being real. So just take these words and swallow them this time, I’m done with choking back everything that’s tearing me apart. ‘Cause Imagining you with someone else is like showing up at my birthday screaming “Surprise! Here’s an ulcer and your heart wrapped in butcher paper.”