letter continued... And of course I am sorry for messing everything up and for not being what you needed me to be to you. I wish now that I could start things all over with us and just be someone else to you, someone better. But for now, I guess this will just have to do. I know you are gonna go far in life. You have so much potential, and like your mom said to me, you deserve the best and deserve someone who will give you only the best. I only wish that I had been that person. Maybe in time I can somehow come back into your life a more mature guy with a plan and something better to offer you. As for now I suppose this is it. Remember that I will always be here for you, no matter what. And never doubt the fact that I love you. Always and forever, Chad Your Barker Boy