The Butterfly Effect .. featuring Chad Barker

Just saw the movie... here's what I thought.. Here you are. This is your life. Well isn't this just great what you've become? Wonder what mom and dad thought when you came out "oh he's going to grow up and rule this big wide world of oppurtunity." Sorry mom. Dad. Where the hell did I go wrong, and god I wish I could apologize a million times over to you. And after pondering every thought and beating yourself into the ground what did you solve? A lot of nothing. Sit and dote on all that’s wrong, think this thought a million times over until it gets worse eachtime. I’m one ugly son of a bitch with a future so dull because I never read chapters 5-8 of that history book my junior year. And its all my fault. Whine whine whine I really fucked myself over now. So depression come. I just put myself here a thousand times over. The only thought now is if something so small can have such a great effect, how different could my life be if I just did one thing different, or just one thing right? If she never would have met me, her life would have been so happy. She would never have to hate me, just not have to know me.
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Yeah, but where does that leave you, man? It's your movie, go back and change how she feels. Especially if that makes you happy.

--Nick
[Anonymous]
she should be the one saying "if he'd never met me, then maybe he'd be happier. Maybe his life would be better" not the other way around.
[Anonymous]
profound i think not. you are amazing, you really are. and whoa. nice picature. it is a nice touch. i really like it. fur sure. hAHa!
love you kid.
you are my biggest fan? how sweet. now i am going to go check my email. <333
[Anonymous]
thanks for the comment man...I admit, i'm moody too.

-julia-
[Anonymous]
wow...im diggin it! yes of course it was to you!! unless for some reason u fell,landed on ur head and 4got what u called me!! lol well i hope u actually meant it cuz it doesnt happen ever at all! lol well keep writing u rock!!
*katie*
-oh and i ADORE the new pic as well as the older one-...cute cute
[Anonymous]
soo the butterfly effect was dumb? the comercials look really repetative...new pic! neato!...i need to do a new one too....i can never see all the sexual references in the little mermaid...i gues i've just gotten so used to hearing and seeing them in every day life that i've grown so accustomed to them that i don't even realize they happen....i hate school...
Chad-"I’m one ugly son of a bitch " ...that better not be yourself talking about you!!! cuz #1 ill tell you later when u i/m me and #2 ur so damn talented it doesnt even matter! YoU rAwK mY cAnDi CoAtEd LiPs OfF!!!!!!
*Love Katie who's~hot~...yeah i wish*
[Anonymous]
oh shush. your great. and o0 lala nice new picture.


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[Anonymous]
hey sexy! mm baby.. lol how are you chaddddd?? im goooood.... hehe thanks, i'm oh so proud too! :) yes, my chameleon is one hot boy. tehe adios hun!
[Anonymous]
i put you on my friends list because its easier for me to get to your diary (and duh cuz ur just so damn cool i wish you were my real friend lol).
loveLaurel
i wanna see that movie...but the last sentance that's how i feel with my ex. i fucked it all up pretty bad...
[Anonymous]