The sun hung warm today as if I hadn’t seen it in monthes. It wasn’t that I hadn’t seen it or that it had gotten lost in the long winter days, it was the simple fact that I had forgotten to notice it. While getting caught up in some busy life I could barely call my own I forgot what it felt like to feel real. The more I began to ignore it, the more I increased my chances of it hitting harder once all realizations of reality had set in. Going weeks cutting my mind and body off from feeding on any emotion might have finally taken it’s toll. I should have guessed when these feelings went numb that they’d eventually find a way to unthaw themselves. .I suppose somethings happen at the most unlikely times. .It was such a beautiful day out. What started as a walk, ended on a bench with a notebook in hand letting everything somehow sink in. Nothing in my life these past three weeks has felt real. But this day, this sun, that breeze, these people were all so intoxicatenly REAL. If there was someway to hold this all in my arms and embrace it, I would.