Maybe you were just a girl.

Listening to: BOSTON
You’ve failed me as a friend. What other way would you like me to say it? Something sweet and something simple that could roll so softly off my tongue. Yet these words are harsh only to counter act your false advertisements. These things you say to play the victim each and everytime are growing old and getting easier to see through. “oh whoa is you.” If I didn’t have a back, I’d put you out of business for lack of things to stab while I wasn’t paying attention. So you can only blame yourself for investing your life in me, because you knew once I was gone you’d be alone wishing you had the social skills to start over. But your actions can’t measure up to the words you like to spit.. like you care when your mood permits, or when your shit starts to hit- we better be there to hear it. So when my world starts to fall down at my feet.. you have me believeing you’d be there to help take these pieces and try and put some sense to them. BUt you like deceiving even the weak and being nothing that your not. Because it seems now its a trend to not be trendy. And if anyone knew about the love that controlled my heart it would be you. But take no mind of my happiness when things begin to seem so right. Because you take the girl I love and pull her aside and tell her to run from love.. from me. so.. Get rid of your blanket appeal to stop smothering the ones you can get to care. If you hadn’t noticed.. you reel them in until somewhere down the road they all leave you, they all are pulling away.. and isn’t true? But it’s not your fault, its never your fault. Oh no, never. P.S. It's spelt CONGRATULATIONS.. not congradulations. Hope you feel inspired now. RIP ME APART.
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jinkies...what kind of a friend would do such a thing...thats it! where is he (or she) just wait till they meet mr. pow! my kung fu jab of death! grrr

rock the mullet!!! and the luke thing is kinda odd...hmmm
OMG! That is soooo good I wish that I could write that good! Welp keep up the flow and do your stuff!
[Anonymous]
You're so EMO!

- Dora
[Anonymous]
it's nice to have good writers like you on the site. i like reading smart peoples' diaries. YOU WIN. peace out.
I feel like such a stalker reading your diary but boy its fun i got somethin to tell ya, IM me at VDubaddicted28, don wry its not that i like ya, ttyl
[Anonymous]
ahh bad friends suck! god. i know all about that. im glad ive discoved someone to put the feelings into words so well.


hell yeah my pictures are sexy :-* haha mk byee
o but no one can possibly like me as much as i like chad.. you rock my freind wayy more
and your wayy more better looking

YOU ROCK ON CHAD!!
my nigggaaaa
-rita
Thanks man, too get the stress off my back i called in sicks and went skeet shooting
[Anonymous]
maaan fuck that shit...is that you in the corner of the page? cuz if so...id just liek to say "hum, very nice"
[Anonymous]
you should have wrtten an entry last nght .. lt would have been crazzy lol
and thanxs sooo much on all 34 nstant messages and lf you dont remeber what you wrote go to ths dlary and read lt

your awesmome
and l heart you x 492357p3723472
and MORE
-ra ra riiiiita
[Anonymous]
aww :( it was funny though when it happened..just not the bruise part
[Anonymous]
OH! OH! REMIND ME TO TELL YOU SOMETHING!!!!
[Anonymous]
sorry this isnt rita...
but nice picture
aaw thanks for your comment. it snowed yestderday but now its all gone again. i hate spring. i hate new england.
[Anonymous]
welp..everything will betttttter....

you still rock my socks...you should post the picture here!!!! lol...

if mine was cooler i would show everyone..but noone would get it and think im retarded so...

LOVESSSSSSSSSS

hope you get everything figured out:-D
[Anonymous]
hey darling. how are you doing? i miss talking to you. i want to hang out with you sometime if it is cool with you doll?
aw chad that sucks i think its time for you to bust out the beach boys and go for a drive down to to beach.

i hope everything with the idiot friend works out. and by works out i mean i hope they go away forever.

smiiiiiiiiiiiiile

LoveLaurel
That's Really Immature!

- Dora
[Anonymous]
hi lovey dovey, adddd me silly goose. ;)

-jessie
man i missed reading your writing.

so feel proud :)
haha. how come you said "poor megan" in the commetns to rachel about her running into the table? it was quite hilarious.but i suppose you could say poor me, bc i didnt get any.::tear:: jay kay, hehe
[Anonymous]
hey.who are u talkin about??are u okay? i hope it gets better-have a good weekend!!
*Katie*
[Anonymous]
I hate it when people spell "congratulations" incorrectly. Really, I do. But I love the way you write.
[Anonymous]
thanks for ur comments ;) i dont have much time 2write lately those poems were of a site ..anyways i really like the way u write&express ur feelings!
[Anonymous]
that was really really good
who would do such a thing??

im sorry about that whole situation.

it will be okay..
hey...so it seems things aren't goin so well for u right now. im sorry bout that. i guess we all hit bottom before we reach the top. hopefully u dont have much further to fall. just stay strong thru it all... it'll pass. well best wishes to u and ur mom. have a good one..later