I’m sure there are endless ways to show someone how much you love them. I’m sure there are millions of ways to say how much you care. Sometimes I wish I had the ability to make those grand entrances people make at the end of a sappy love movie and recite that unforgettable speech, the one where every word I said perfectly summed up the exact way I felt for you. Sometimes, though, it just feels like there is no possible way to express anything I really do feel. Like these emotions stemming from my heart to you are unexplainable, some equation I could never solve, let alone explain in words. If I had the ability to, I’d make everyday our day. Every month would be February so I could ask you again and again to be my special valentine. My April Valentine. I’d wake up an April day lying next to you in such awe of the beauty you could still hold while in your sleep. Thinking how I could spend hours just watching your eye lids and your chest as it rose and fell from each delicate breath you took. Bringing my face closer to yours to wake you with a kiss, only to stop to feel your warm breath gently take me over. And when your eyes would open and meet mine, it’d be your stare that would kill me. The way it could pierce right through me to make me melt and feel on fire all at the same time. There is nothing in life that could prepare any guy for this, for the second a girl can make you feel helpless and defeated. There is no point in pretending you haven’t won me over in every possible way. And after morning kisses and our shower together, I’ll hold you in my arms and look at you and admire all that incredible beauty you hold. I couldn’t tell you enough how much I love you because there isn’t enough time in our April valentine day. And even though you told me I had to try harder then just bringing you to the beach, we’d still take our time to walk hand and hand barefoot along the coast. And I’ll share my mind and my deepest thoughts, and you’ll pretend to act interested in that sexy way. I’ll talk until I look at your face and will have to pause to kiss you right then in that moment. And we’ll lie in the sun picking your life apart, solving the problems of the world. I always did find it funny how we have the world so figured out. So after make out sessions and stolen kisses when you weren’t looking, we’d go to Disneyland to ride those teacups. The only thing that makes this more than the happiest place on earth, is the fact that you are there with me. Those long lines seem to pass so much faster with you by my side. It seems we never run out of things to say. I could talk to you forever, and still have so much more to say. This moment reminds me of our song “San Dimas High school football rules." Except you made this dream come true, and made it all the better. And before I took you home we’d drive along the streets singing to our mixed tape. With every word memorized we’d never miss a beat. “I took you to your house where we stared up at the stars, I listened to your heart beat as I held you in my arms.” I LOVE YOU.