Lastnight headache to todays heart break. It never ends with us. Lost a friend lastnight, found something out today. what a way to start your day. eh writers block. I can't think or function with so much on my mind. I know you screwed up lastnight and I know you say you are sorry. But you also say you love me= and wouldn't you think that might have stopped it from happening? Wouldn't you learn from my mistake? Another guy- ugh the thought is so sickening . Another guy, so many guys down there with you. fuck me living up here. I hate this all.