Scary

Listening to: Greenday - Nimrod
Feeling: unworthy
last nite was so scary. my best m8 had gon 2 meet a load of ppl she met on t net in london. next thing i herd from her she was textin me just words that didnt make sense. i thought it was a joke so i told her 2 just fuck off. but then i got a call from her, she was @ a train station crying, she didnt no wer she was or wot she was doin, turns out she had taken sm drugs wich affected her wors than she thought. she was sayin she was sorry ova n ova agen, thinking i would h8 her. personally i h8 drugs n smoking but ther is nuffin that wud make me h8 her. i had 2 try n tell her wer 2 go, listening 2 the train announcements over her crying so i could tell her whether or not 2 get on the train. she was so upset, it was just horrible 2 hear her like that. i was shaking, n it was horrible 2 not know what was going on, cos of cours she couldnt remeber a thing. she is probably readin this now, so gemma if u r, dnot worry, i dnt blame u. i was shit worried but im jst glad ur ok now. please comment,
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hey hunny. sorry to upset you like that. turns out i screwed myself up pretty bad... said alot i shouldnt have, and done alot i shouldnt have. luckily my parents dont know (as far as i know) so i shouldnt be in too much shit..hopefully. just gotta pray razs mum dont say anything to them. from what i remember it was still fun, but next time i wont do as much, if any, and make sure someone is there with me to get me home ok.
gemma
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I'm so glad she made it to my house Ok. I was so worried when she kept calling me, and so relieved when I saw here there. It could have been a lot worse than it was.

Rachel
Oh dear, that doesn't sound gd. Am glad everything got sorted. Thanks for your comment :) am taking it 1 day at a time
[Anonymous]
aww thanks hun
i doubt i'll be going to meet them again anytime soon, except fleur, but that'd just be alcohol and in chelmsford. you can come if you like =P people have sworn never to behave like that at the meets again so it should be fine. dont worry bout it.
Gemma
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yeah i spoke to her..we're fine. she wont tell me what i said though so im really scared :S ah well...
i dont know when im meeting them, but its fleur and her mate, they're both 16. they're really nice!
Gemma
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its not that weird. me and ky talk alot... i didnt know i had till she text me though. i got very confused :S
lol well thanks. glad ur being honest lol :)

ttyl
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