CHRISTMAS!!!

by stereotyped
Listening to: nothing
Feeling: cheery
yay its christmas! at last it actually feels like xmas 2. so 2day was pretty good, got lotsv pressies :D n my bro got a trampoline hehehe. and i hav decided that frm this day on i am neva gna cut again cos its shit n i h8 it. n im not gona break that promis cos i no how crap it is wen sum1 dus. so if im ever tempted again plz make sure i dnt, shout @ me if u hav 2, woteva jst dnt let me do it. tumtetumtetum. im rather happyful hehe. wel i hav nuffin 2 say merry xmas susie xHUGx
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well you know im always here for you to shout and rant out. just let your feelings out...hopefully you'll feel better. thank you for trying not to do it. its not nice when your friends do it...yes i know, hypocritical bugger arent i.
if you ever need to talk im here ok? and i can phone you if you have no credit, just as long as your ok. thats all that matters.
lol me too! well the books sitting infront of me if ya need to know the notes or something. yeah i know its hard..but if someones actually talking to you and asking questions it makes it easier. s'why i find talking to ky is good cos she asks questions that make you realise stuff. its hard to explain but it works. no idea how she does it :S ah well.
lol yes you can *pats head* with a little help from the trusty fender guitar method presents to camera/phone...or even a camera phone.
yeah, she's sweet bless her. it always amazes me when you say shes hard to make convo with. she's usually ok with me...but then again. thats going back to my theory on conversation with an aim.
well i dont really rant as such. whenever she asks how i am i tell her, and more often than not it'll stem from there. even when im alright at the time, she ask how ive been since 'last night' and what i did after i went offline. so i'll tell her and we talk about that. then sometimes we talk about her. not in detail, but general emotions and reactions etc. whta dont you have in common with her then?
Hiii Happy Xmas! :D You're so lucky, it really didn't feel like it was Christmas for me today... exept for when it started SNOWING! YAAAAY! *dances*
And I know I don't know you or anything, but it's good that you won't cut anymore ^_^
she doesnt ask you how you are?!? thats odd..just cos she hates some things and you dont shouldnt make a difference, me and her are two completely different people, but i suppose we found our similarities. why cant you do the same? refering to braisn as seperate beings is a form of discotiation(sp?) it helps to subconciously transfer the blame. you do help, and you know it. n i dont know whether id say we were friends, youd have to ask her.
s'all she normally says to me. unless i was particularly bad the last time she spoke to me. i think it kinda stemmed from those drunken texts i sent her. i kinda said alot there and she realises some things that others may not. when we talk about her it'll only be because of something i ask her. you have to ask questions to get her to talk, its hard to just talk randomly, questions give an aim to what you're saying :p
if you say so. i just think it helps to talk things through. i suppose its easier for me to talk to her because i know that after this year i wont have to see her again, and also its possible for me to avoid her if i get too akward or say something i regret. its not so easy to do that with you :( partly because i wouldnt want to... but yeah. we can relate to certain stuff too...its just easier.
ah well, s'your choice and whatever. hmmm...time to update my diary i feel. what should i talk about?
It's strange how much it didn't feel like Christmas right up until Christmas day. Hope you had a happy Christmas.

I really really don't want to go back to school 'cause I haven't done the Biology or the English yet. I'm not so worried about the English. Do you know the essay title? I'm really worried about the Blodge though. I have no idea.

Anyway, I don't really want to talk about school. Did you get anything else? Except ink, lol.